You lie there, solid and firm, as onlookers gawk and comment on how good you turned out. “They did such a good job,” it is said, like white plaster thrown on hard walls, you just take it. How you love to hold hands, but not your own, the Rosary Beads d r a p e loosely cross spindly fingers, like drops from tears cried dry. In the bed you made, you lie cold, a hard box unlike the downy soft mattress you once fell into. In your bed, you lie ravaged from the poison of nicotine’s revenge. Oh, but for just one more breath of clean air. ©Linda Balboni 2005
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