Dear Dani...
Though I don't believe you're in Syria at this time, so far as I know, still I realize that a big part of your heart is tied there from your life experiences there, if I'm not mistaken.
I must agree with Alan as well, that though this is very well-written and shows a glimpse a the character of your emotional-picture writing to which we've become accustomed over the years, I cannot agree with the perspective that your moving words portray. However, my heart is tugged by the perspective nonetheless.
May the Light continue to shine upon you as you and the inner-author struggle through this darkness.
deLighting in your lucid sharing again, Daniel