Oh Snow, It has been too, too long to read your work and I have missed having my heart strings tugged. I have to say there is some strong lines and images here, but my one critique is that I am left with too little understanding of the subject. Perhaps indicating the 'who' the narrator looks in on, the one that passes and leaves our narrator both grateful and saddened, may be the spark for a title. This would also smooth out that feeling of being lost with what is going on in the poem
Some further notes inline....although not too many nits. I would mostly suggest finding away to bring your reader in to clarify the image of the narrator and who she is speaking to/of.
QUOTE
The family's visit
caught me up in a whirlwind
of cooking and clearing.
You buzz through my head.
as they chatter and chuckle.
I like the way this stanza has grown and shaped. L4, made me imagine a bird. Although it isn't a problem, perhaps checking if L2 might be stronger with out the "up" - caught me in a whirlwind/of cooking and clearing.
I rush to look in on you again
but your lights are out.
I ring the bell,
bang on the door,
peer through the window.
The place is hushed -
The 'again' at the end of S2 L1, was a little confusing only that there is not mention to the reader of a first visit or establishing a scene.
Perhaps:
I rush to look in on you,
but your lights are out.
you've gone.
It's too late to cry
Thank you,
for savouring my passions.
You never mocked my dreams,
but nurtured the seeds, my visions.
L1 sort of felt confusing for me. Why is it too late to cry? I would think there is a lot of crying to come, because the narrator has lost someone or something that was critical to their life force. A supporter of the talents, dreams.... there will be crying for a long time. I Love the emotion this offers and it develops a preliminary view of who the narrator has now lost. However, I believe you can bring out the depth of the loss in a more powerful image.
perhaps you would consider omitting L1 or suggestion of "I grieve your passing/filled with gratitude / You never mocked/my dreams, instead/ you nurtured the seeds, my visions/savoring my passions.
Air chills as I turn away,
a sliver of me missing.
Perhaps bringing missing down onto its own line.
Of course, as always use what might help, discard what does not, but most of all .... thank you for sharing this very emotionally deep poem that perhaps may inspire others.
Big Hugs, Liz